Do You Feel?

I love The Rocket Summer. I'm so glad I became accepting enough of pop to try him out. "Do You Feel" makes me really think about how I've felt and lived over the last few months. My life has been mundane and pointless, or so it seemed. I was going around doing stupid stuff and acting ridiculous just trying to feel anything. I mean, it got to the point where even rejection was okay, because it was something definite and real. I used to think I knew what I was doing in this life. Man, I was a funny kid. I'm not really sure where I got that idea, but it was so moronic, I just look back at that and chuckle. I even thought I had girls figured out for awhile . I'll pause and let you stop laughing...Ok. Enough.

Well enough about that. I'm dumb. I think you got that. Last night at the Cardinals game was not that enjoyable. There was an hour and fifteen minute rain delay, we sat around drunken hicks (more than usual anyway), and we lost 7-2. It was pretty ugly. But it was better than being at home, so whatever. And I didn't miss a show to be there. I'm going to my Dad's, leaving in about 11 minutes, so I suppose I should wrap this blog up. I'll leave you with my favorite part of the title track of the new TRS album. It's not quite the same without feeling the passion in his voice, but you'll get the picture.

"I guess my mind wanders off
from time to time
Sometimes I convince myself
that all is fine in the world
It's not mine
Why should I
have to try
to fix things I didn't create or contrive?"

Christopher Michael Tucker.

Song of the day: "F-Stop" by Sullivan.